yep - it is friday and I am feeling very down and totally unenthused. Today is Pilates day and I normally look forward to this as it is a lighter fitness day than the others.

Today I didn't even get out of bed when the alarm went off. Pilates will be dome this afternoon instead.

I have been rattling along in my house alone during the day for 4 weeks now...as my husband works away in remote WA (and we live in Brisbane), and I think that I am getting alittle down about it all. I stopped my anti-depressants 8 weeks ago and although there have been days that I have felt grumpy I think all-in-all I have been coping well. I wonder if I should go back on them, though I really don't want to.

Hubby comes home on Monday night so maybe things will change then...some adult conversation would be nice.

Work is boring and I am totally uncommitted to it at the moment. I miss the challenging and stimulating job that I used to have. I need to create my own challenges within the job description, so maybe I will look online for some professional development to enrol in.

Well apart from that, I don't have anything else to say today.

Pilates will happen later this afternoon - I promise!